Friend or Foe.

I'm not trying to point fingers or lay blame, but if you read this and feel it's you, then maybe you should take claim for the actions and the fact that these words I'm writing are just a reaction to what I've been given, and I will take responsibility for taking up residence, in where I have been driven..
I've ended up in an unfamiliar place that I really do not know, I've relocated to the city, the city of Friend or Foe..
The population is you, and a little bit of me and there is confusion on where we stand because our neighbor is out of town, her name is Mrs.Common Courtesy..
I can see that there is a change in the way that YOU invest in WE..The change is that I say hello and you turn away from me.
Now in the city that I come from, we do our best to know, if something is indeed over, we confirm it and let it go..But it seems you have a different view on what's reality, but maybe it is partly my fault, you can't expect the blind to see..
The truth is when I met you, I was excited about that season, but alas, I've learned that life can change and clearly for no reason..
I truly enjoyed my time with you, but I have really got to go.. I've got to get away from this dreaded land.. So long, my friend or foe.

Peace

Life is hard..But who told me it would be easy? I think I told myself that to psyche me out and make me not worry; but sometimes I freak out and my vision gets blurry and I think that I am doing this life on my own.
I depend on myself and I get into THE ZONE.. You know, the one where you start to rely on your own strength, you start believing in YOUR OWN will, because you feel like it's easier to deal, easier to heal, even though in reality you're steepening your own hill, because you forget that GOD has the power to make your dreams real..And God can read your mind, so your desires, HE can fulfill..So just chill...
And then God told me something..Not in a loud voice, but in a gentle whisper..He said..
"Be still and KNOW that I AM God...Be STILL and KNOW that I AM GOD...
I AM GOD, Mallory..Be Still.."
And in that moment I felt Peace...
PEACE.